This is you.

***siiigggthh***** my summers passing very slowly.

Sorry i havent been writing as much, Iv been going to the beach, Going to festivals, camping.......

and fucking period pains. >.>

Also, iv been dreaming alot. and dreaming involves sleeping.

My days are pretty much like this,
1pm~Wake Up
2pm~Acually GET up
3pm~COFFEEE, shower ect.
4pm~Computer
5pm~Dad picks me up from my mums, and we go to the beach/camping/ect.
hang ouuuut,
then sleep arrouuuund, 2am. n_n

But when im at my dads, i accually DO stuff, because my friends live around my grandparents.

GGGGRRRR. Kso, either theres a glitch in my blog, or my computer is REALLY small, but if your on the first page (probebly still this, but i dont know when your reading this), youll notice that the little boxys are goone -->
Why have you left me, little boxys? Oh how i love my little boxys...OH!
there you are little boxys!
At the bottom, below my blog posts! What are you doing down there, silly boxys-uhh *cough cough* i wasent talking to those little info boxes. what are you talking about??

ANYWAYS, if you look at my older posts, though, there still there, just not on my front page. poor little boxys.
So, i dont know how to fix it. any ideas?

AHHH! :) Birrrthday list?

Hey guys (:
Even though my birthdays like 2 months away, i cant stop thinking about that i want! because its like, 11 days after school starts. n_n
This is my list so far. EHEHE

Birthday Present List
(In Order)

~Acrylic Paints
~Scetch Book
~Pretty Note Books
~Black Parade (MCR Album)
~3 Cheers (MCR)
~Bullets (MCR)
~Cute Chopsticks
~Bento Box
~New 25G Ipod Nano
~Make Up
~Bows, Head Bands
~Marianas Trench, Queen, MCR, Poster
~Kat Von D Saint And Sinner Perfume

So, yeahh..
XD

Me? Who am i, really? Is this who i want to be? Is this who i truely am?!

So, Im kinda using this summer to re-create myself. i hate using this term, but i need to find myself, or atleast fully understand what and who i want to be. High school is starting next year. new people, new friends, and hopefully, i wont have to stick around with some of my old ones. i have 2 friends i uh, Seeecretly hate XD . There really clingy, and emotional, and i just generally dont like spending time with her. sorry if thats a little mean.
Anyways, BAAACK ON TOPIC.
I dont understand why, but at the end of every year, i end up thinking, wow, im so retarded. why did i dress/act like that? no wonder im so un-popular. But now its not for other people, its for me.
I just dont know who i am, and who i want to be yet. >.>
Life isent about finding yourself, Life is about creating yourself- Unknown

MCDONALLLDS

im just hungrey. havent writen in a while.
nothing to say really.

HM. 

Im home.

and Very tired.

G'NIGHT!

Beach Wood

Hey guys, I MIIIGHT not be writing these next couple days, because im going to the U.S..

So Ima Try To Make This a BIG Post.

First,,, and most important, i just broke my brothers expensive macbook. SHIT!

my guitar slid off the bed, and hit the screen, so its kinda hard

to write.

Second, because im not writing on my computer, that only means, BAM. I left it at my moms house. same with my camera and my sandles.

I dont reallly need my sandles anyways, because the lifegaurd at the pool is a major perv, so i dont want to go there.

NOW, For the bloggy stuffs. n_n Well, pictures. because i love to post pictures! ^_^

<3

Scene Queen.

I hate most scene kids, BUT Audrey is really pretty n_n

<333


Ash sould man the fuck up. or make me a sammich.

just saying.

Anyways, Ill be back sunday, and i will see if i can post some stuff when im there.

<3>

If You Were Here, Id Never Have A Fear, So Go On Live Your Life, But I Miss You More Than I Did Yesterday❤

^^Have you ever heard a song that sound exactly like your life?

I Miss You...

Awe.

HM.

Im accually so bored.... bleeh


:) but im leaving for camping in beach wood tomarrow! yaaaaayy! WHOO WOOOO!
*slow clapping turns to a thunderous applaus*
K mabey its not that big a deal. ohhh well XD
Ill be back on ...
sunday?
whats ever. i barely packed. i have 1 shirt, 3 shorts, 1 pair of skinnys, and a hat, that does not belonge to me. ^.^
and $4 in amarican. Mmm. candy corn. :)
Sadly, my camera is DEAAAAD.

Also, i was skribbling the lyrics to "DEAD" by mcr on a peice of paper, and my mom found it, thought i wrote it, and thinks im suicidal... its awkward.

I had a great idea for a new blog. But googles being stupid.

LOL stupid LGs at my school do this so much it makes me want to shoot em ;)

Fail.:)

MCR Bible xoxox

This is for everyone who:
_cries during Famous Last Words.
__still cries during The Ghost of You.
___wants to dance during Dead!
____says MCR saved their life.
_____comes on this site everyday.
______defends MCR on a daily basis.
_______has made friends based on the fact that they like MCR.
________knows that My Chemical Romance will always be there to fall back on.
_________wants Bert and Gerard to stop fighting.
__________hated Eliza Cuts.
___________cried when they saw Gerard drunk on Life On The Murder Scene.
___________has done something with their life because of MCR.
__________writes My Chemical Romance on their shoes.
_________has ever quoted a member of MCR.
________misses Mikey's glasses.
_______thinks Mikey is sexy with or without glasses anyway.
______loves Gerard's hair no matter what color it is.
_____calls Frankie 'super midget.'
____supports Bob Bryar's solo project.
___blasts I'm Not Okay as loud as it can go.
__wants Jamia and Frank to have kids.
_is a proud member of the MCRmy.
_______IS A HARDCORE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE FAN

If You Ever Felt Alone
If You Ever Felt Rejected
If You Ever Felt Confused
If You Ever Felt Anxious
If You Ever Felt Wrong
If You Ever Felt Wronged
If You Ever Felt Unclean
If You Ever Felt Angry
If You Ever Felt Ashamed
If You Ever Felt Curious
If You Ever Felt Used
Be Prepared To Feel Revenge
Feel The Romance
My Brutal Romance
My Beautiful Romance
My Innocent Romance
My Childish Romance
My Miserable Romance
My X-Rated Romance
My Harlequin Romance
My Selfish Romance
My Chemical Romance

(\_/)
(x.x)
(>< )
/__\

This is Frank Iero in bunny form. Put this on your profile to help him gain total control of the internet!



My Chemical Romance Fans!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So we claim to be an army
To be part of any army, you need co-operation,
trust and bravery.
But why are some of our MCR soldiers turning
their backs on us?
To fall in line with a conformist society?
Is that what they want from us?
For us to FALTER and fall onto our knees?
We will NEVER BE AFRAID.
We will NEVER BACK DOWN
We will NEVER BE ALONE.
So it's time to celebrate. Not for MCR, for
the MCR Fans.
For the kids who are not okay.
For the kids who stuck by MCR to the very end.
For the kids who aren't afraid to walk this
FUCKING world alone.
On August 22nd, lower your guns soldiers.
Do something special for an MCR fan.
It's finally time to celebrate the Fans;
Who put up with everyone's shit
Who defend MCR
Who are told to cut their wrists because they
listen to My Chemical Romance.
August 22nd, My Chemical Fan's day.
If you're an MCR fan, repost this and spread
the world.
Let's unite this motherfucking army !

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE BIBLE

Gerard Way puts the "laughter" in "manslaughter".

Mikey Way can slam revolving doors.

The chief export of The Frank Iero is pain.

Mikey Way counted to infinity...twice.

Frank Iero can divide by Zero.

The grass is always greener on the other side. Unless Gerard Way has been there, then its soaked with tears and blood.

The Frank Iero once visited the Virgin Islands. They are now The Islands.

Gerard Way sleeps with a night light. Not because Gerard Way is afraid of the dark, but the dark is afraid of Gerard Way.

Mikey Way is the reason Waldo is hiding.

A Tsunami is water running away from Bob Bryar.

Bob Bryar doesn't get brain freeze. Slurpees know when to back the fuck off.

Bob Bryar does not teabag the ladies. He potato-sacks them.

Mikey Way can speak braille.

Frank Iero jacks off to Monster Trucks.

Jeeves asks Ray Toro.

If The Bob Bryar is late, time better slow the fuck down.

Geico saved 15% a year by switching to Gerard Way.

Ray Toro went back in time and stopped the JFK assination by catching the bullet in mid air. JFK's head just exploded in sheer amazement.

Gerard Way has to sort his laundry into three loads: darks, whites, and bloodstains.

The most effective form of suicide known to man is to type "Frank Iero" into Google and hit "I'm Feeling Lucky!"

Jesus walked on water. Gerard Way walked on Jesus.

When Frank Iero gives you the finger, he's telling you how many seconds you have left to live.

Gerard Way doesn't use pick-up lines, he simply says, "Now."

Mikey Way is like a Tsunami, if you can see him coming it's already too late.

Bob Bryar ate the Stay Puff Marshmellow man.

Ray Toro didn't vote for Pedro. He deported him.

When God said, "Let there be light", Gerard Way said, "say please."

We've fired the bullets, and felt the revenge.
We are lacking the romance.
We've faced the bullies, and we gave 'em hell,
Then hung 'em high.
We've marched down Cemetery Drive
& we are now prepared to march in The Black Parade.
No one loves us, so we don't love you,
and these are our Famous Last Words.

Here's to the kids who were never okay,
who brought their bullets in return for your love.
To the kids who live life on the murder scene,

seeking revenge on those who wronged them.
To the kids who lost their fear of falling,
who refuse to drink to show their support for Gerard's decision.
Here's to the kids who sign their name xoxo, fuck sincerely.
The kids who love demolition style, who would end their days in a hail of bullets for thy lover. Here's to the kids who will spend their nights dreaming of what life would be like if they were G. F. R. B. or M. instead of partying with others.
Here's to the kids who play with action figures instead of doing homework.
Here's to the kids who mourned over the loss of Mikey's glasses,
here's to the kids who put bars and X's over their eyes to be just like their heroes.
Here's to the kids who scream fuck you to anyone who starts shit with them.
Here's to the kids who believe they're vampires, just like the MCR boys.
Here's to the kids who were welcomed to the black parade.
Here's to the kids who are not afraid to keep on living or walk this world alone.
To the kids who could've been a better son.
Here's to the kids who raise their glasses high for tomorrow we die, and we all go to hell.
Here's to the kids who put sister to sleep, who set ferris wheels ablaze.
To the kids who take pills that counteract the booze they drink.
Here's to the kids with poison and pills.
To the kids who Fire At Will.
Here's to the kids who loved pansy, and all its glory.
To the kids who cried at the sight of Robert Bryar burning on the set of FLW.
Here's to every soldier, vampire, and parader, to every Fan.
Here's to each and every one of you My Chemical Romance fans.
Your dedication is what makes the world go round.

MCRmy:
"I will always stand by them no matter what they do or decisions they make... as a die-hard soldier of the MCRmy..I solemnly swear to give my blood,sweat and tears for the sake and well being of Frank Iero, Gerard Way, Ray Toro, Mikey Way and Bob Bryar... "

-all the M.C.R fans out there(including me)

This is for all the kids who doodle MCR lyrics instead of paying attention in class.

This is for all the kids who listened to 'I'm Not Okay' on repeat because it made them feel like they weren't alone.

This is for all the kids who have seen 'Life On The Murder Scene' twenty bajillion times.

This is for all the kids who bought 'The Black Parade' the second it came out and clung to it like a security blanket for a month.

This is for all the kids who love Gerard, no matter what color his hair is.

This is for all the kids think Mikey is awesome, with or without glasses.

This is for all the kids who wish they could play guitar like Frank.

This is for all the kids were worried about Bob when he burnt his leg.

This is for all the kids who secretly fantasize about playing with Ray's hair.

This is for all the kids who know that as long as there is a My Chemical Romance, they will never be alone.

This is for all the kids who love My Chemical Romance with all their hearts.

This is for all the kids who wear their t-shirts not just to look cool, but to promote them too.

This is for all the kids who saved up their allowance for months, babysat, and mowed lawns to go to their concert and sing every word.

This is for all the kids who were never okay.

This is for the MCRmy.

Ten Commandments of the Black Parade

1. Thou shall accept death as it comes
2. Thou shall march and sing without question
3. Thou shall face fear and regret
4. Thou shall never let go of thy dreams
5. Thou shall give blood
6. Thou shall not fear thy sins
7. Thou shall protect thy brothers in arms
8. Thall shall darken thy clothes
9. Thou shall walk this world alone
10.Thou shall carry on!

The Ten Commandmenths of My Chemical Romance
1. Thou shall not put a gun to thy lover's head.
2. Thou shall be willing to die for love.
3. Thou shall seek revenge on those who wrong you.
4. Thou shall be a demolition lover.
5. Thou shall unleash the FUCKING bats.
6. Thou shall protect thy lover from everything (even vampires)
7. Thou shall respect the lords, Gerard,Mikey,Frank,Ray,and Bob.
8. Thou shall sing the holy hymns of the chemical romance
9. Thou shall see beauty in bloody love.
10. Thou shall carry on.

The Ten Commandments of Gerard Way

1.Thou shall never let them take you alive.

2.Thou shall drink Starbucks coffee

3.Thou shall play World of Warcraft as an Undead Warrior

4.Thou shall admit that they are not okay freely

5.Thou shall unleash the fucking bats

6.Thou shall strike violent poses

7.Thou shall stay out of the light

8.Thou shall suck thy enemies blood

9.Thou shall overcome thy weaknesses

10.Thou shall not be afraid to keep on living

The Ten Commandments of Frank Iero

1. Thou shall run around until thou can no longer breathe

2. Thou shall eat skittles

3. Thou shall let the singer feel thou up

4. Thou shall wear a badge on thy shirt collar or hood

5. Thou shall get tattoos

6. Thou shall kick random objects if they are in thy way (yes that means if they are in Gerard/Mikey too)

7. Thou shall grin with all teeth

8. Thou shall change hair style every year

9. Thou shall wear sunglasses in situations of conflict

10. Thou shall burn everything and call it Cajun

The Ten Commandments of Mikey Way

1. Thou shall move as little as possible on stage

2. Thou shall choose coffee as thy poison

3. Thou shall straighten hair with dignity

4. Thou shall love sushi as much as thineself

5. Thou shall be the spiritual advisor to thy peers

6. Thou shall wear glasses as close to falling off as possible

7. Thou shall have epic battles with brick walls

8. Thou shall hate small spaces, large spaces and grocery shopping

9. Thou shall love unicorns with all thy heart

10. Thou shall be dangerous around toasters/heaters

The Ten Commandments of Bob Bryar

1. Thou shall never get mad at those more annoying than thou

2. Thou shall look cool with sunglasses

3. Thou shall declare that Gerard makes thou heart burn openly

4. Thou shall love cats

5. Thou shall walk in the other direction/lash out if a camera is shown

6. Thou shall T.P New York

7. Thou shall drum until thou can drum no more

8. Thou shall give out Mikey Way's phone number

9. Thou shall be the hardest working drummer ever

10. Thou shall love Mr. Bean as thou equal

The Ten Commandments of Ray Toro

1. Thou shall head bang till thou can head bang no more

2. Thou shall stick thou hands in cupcakes

3. Thou shall hide thy contacts well (I never even knew he wore them)

4. Thou shall not like to read

5. Thou shall not bother to cook

6. Thou shall play until thou gets 'Guitar Burn'

7. Thou shall hate thou hair when straightened

8. Thou shall sing back up as if it were the most important part

9. Thou shall ask Gerard to not do 'that' in thy direction

10. Thou shall be proud of thou afro

We Shal Carry On!

kaysrryfangirlthing[again] :)

AHH! RAY TORO IS A CUUTIIEEEE!! :D respect the gignger fro. ^.^

I WOULD LIKE TO DEDICATE TODAYS BLOG POST TO THE MOST AMAZING GIRL IN THE WORLD

Kaitlin Cramer... what can i say about kaitlin cramer?
Kaitlin is the most beautiful, amazing, georgeous, brilliant, awsome, ninja, bad ass mother fucker in the world. She is the Pepper to my salt, Peanutbutter to my jelly, ...K enough with the cheesy lines.
So kaitlin is one bamf.
shes an amazing dancer.
brilliant girl.
goes though so much stress in one day, but still is the coolest, down to earth girl youll ever meet.
when shes not danceing, shes babysitting. when shes not babysitting, shes taking care of her sister, or doing homework, or with her amazing friends... and dont get me started on the pressure and stress her friends put on her. but she still loves (most of ;) ) them. becauser there her friends.
and she is always there for you, no matter what. no matter what your going though, shes always there to help.
You see, its this beautiful girls birthday today. and i just want her to have the most amazing birthday ever.
Happy birthday Kaitlin!

Heres a pic of the bodacious babe ;)

Yeahp. thats my cousin. :D

Sorry, another rant. :((

Hey Guys. iv been feeling kinda apethetic lately. Its summer, theres nothing going on, nothing to look forword to, and pretty much lifes a bitch right now.
so, currently, im blasting music, (mcr-im not okay) as loud as possibal, to try to block out the sound of my mom and her rude, bitchy, horribal boyfriend fucking, ALLL around the fucking house. fun. =.= :'(
I dont want to go back to razors. that wasent a fun part of my life. nobody new about that. and nobody will, because nobody at all reads my blog. thats why im happy to vent here.
so, instead, i would some scissors. >:) so, i have loads of burn marks down my arms. i feel stronger, even though it makes me weaker.

also, whats the point in ever trying to be happy when the very pursuit of happiness is what makes you miserable?? so, ofcourse, theres this boy. he use to be my best friend. (oh how i miss him..) once middle school started, we seperated. iv been compleatly in love with him since i met him. i started talking to him around january, again. then texting. alot. then i made the stupid mistake of telling him i like him. oops. we still text alot. ALOT. i know so much about him, and he knows so much about me. but when i see him... like in real life =.=, he acts like we never met.
But he tells me he cares about me. i dont belive him, but i still listen to him, and i always will. Sometimes if you love someone so much, it will actually hurt more.
Ive never felt that been valued by anyone. Im just a waste of space that everyone ignores, like a ghost without a home. I feel so alieanated.

AHHHHHH! .... pickles are icky.

i wish my face were made of cheesecake. an awkward thought, i know. but still.
mmm,... cheese cake.

Summers coming, Its Time To Smile

I love xavier rudd <33

Summers coming, Its time to smile

Green Day

How about a music review for today?
GREEEEENNDDDDAAAAY.
Kso, they were amazing, untill amarican idiot came out, then they were like, "Oh HAY! i gots a good idea! lets just start to suck major DICK." =.=
there are only 2 good songs on amarican idiot. shes a rebel, and saint jimmi. the rest is just really repetitive. So, ofcourse, because amarican idiot is there worst album, they just HAVE to make a musical out of it. yeah, i guess because there are diffrent charectures from the songs(saint jimmi, whats her name, the amarican idiot) you need to make a play.

well, i have to go so, TO BE CONTINUED! :)

Arent Dreads Beautiful?

Lets Make A Scene

Give Them Somthing To Talk About

Marry me?

thats been my goal for a long time now.

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be gray,
put your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad❤

LOL

dont you hate it when people freak out over nothing? ahaha somtimes it can be so funny though.
i was making fun of taylor launter as jacob black, anmd my friend freaked out yelling at me to STFU because its her favorite vampire diarys charecture.? uhm, its twilight dummy. seriosly. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.
she is so obseesed with vamire diarys, when she put them as her facebook profile picture and i commented "nooo! ;) jaykayss" and she abbsolutly FREAKED out. saing im such a horrbal friends because i bitch to her about how stupid this show is, but i dont. AHAHAAH. its just a show. :) ahaha.

Now, if you dont mind, IMA GO EAT ANIMAL CRACKERS :)

MAAAAAAAN.
yes.

School dances

Kso, school dances at my school are lamer than lame. back when me and my friends use to be all HxC steller emo kids (lol we wernt accually emo, but we were stereotyped as that. so thats what im saying), we would just rock the fuck out to good music. now its like Brittany Spears and Metro Stable (with Tracehorse). so we just stand there awkwardly watching retards that stay in at reccess hook up with the retards that play tag on the soccer feild. are we really that pathetic that we cant dance with guys but they can? then of course, pretty much ALLL my friends want to dance with this one boy, who wont dance with anyone because it may ruin his emotional-musician look.
but now, at this point, those kids that play tag at reccess, are playing tag, in the gym. at the dance. when people are danceing. well not dancing exactly... raping mabey? hm.
i dont think they should let the grade 6s go to the dance. it was really fucked.
then, all the popular grade eights (definatly not us) are center dancefloor, humping.
no joke.
so, you want in the gym, theres a gay fat D.J., blasting some metro stable, theres the lame kids who play tag, the awkward kids (like us, but younger) are sitting at the sides, in the middle there are a bunch of people humping, then theres us, and other people like us, who just stand, talking, slightly swaying.
thats my day today.
but the good thing, is, tonight im going to see exavior...exaveor... maah gawwd i cant spell. :)

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[KAYSRRYFANGIRLTHING]

KAYSORRYFANGIRLTHING, but gerard way, marry me?
suuch a babe. -faints- ^.^

I am not okay.

I am NOT afraid to keap on living

I am NOT afraid to walk this world alone

Music is in our soul

Music is in your soal

so set it free

find yourself

create yourself

Love yourself

unlike I

and love life

because music is all im living for

Ska

Credit to Levi DeVos Photography's


XD I LURVE FERRETS
lol srry.

XOXOXOX

I wish i was the one you loved.
I Say I Miss Those Times, But Darling, I Really Just Miss You.

Its so complicated now.
I wish it was just you and me.
To clear away the rain and make it sunny again.

Paul.

I feel so meaningless when my mom spends her time with her new life, and paul, and not with me.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Exe0IEB3hKs&feature=related



Jonny bravo marry me?

[KAYSRRYFANGIRLTHING] Mikey James Way

I love Mikey Way. So Much.

Greasers

Please bring back greasers. yummy. ^.^

credit to post secret,

is it me, or is this just so true?

xxooxx

Off topic, but, Eric Nally, Marry me?

Formspring ?

Heyy guys, im making a formspring account, so, (even if you dont have an account) you can post annonymus questions, and i will answer them. so ignor that email thing in the last post. formspring me. :)

www.formspring.me/SidneySythetic

:)

First Post Of A New Blog

This is my first post on this blog (note the tittle).

i will post often so subscribe, comment, and check back often for new posts.

Im a normal, awkward, lanky, 13 yearold. im not popular. im not smart. nothing speshal. i cant even spell speshal... special... sp-never mind.

ANYWHO, new blog.

i like to post pictures, i like photoshop, i like vancouver, but darling, i love you.

i will answer any questions, compleatly honestly, so email, kat1996@live.ca, and i will put the quesions, and answers here. i will not include your email, no worrys.

(that email was made for creating stuff like gaia and neopets shit. its not my personal emai, and my name isent kat. its a long story. but i still check it.)

Kso, i ABSOLUTLY love MCR. [KAYSRRYFANGIRLTHING] i kinda HAD to post somthing about mcr, mikey, frankie, gee, or ray here. lmfao.

(photo credit to post secret)