***siiigggthh***** my summers passing very slowly.

Sorry i havent been writing as much, Iv been going to the beach, Going to festivals, camping.......

and fucking period pains. >.>

Also, iv been dreaming alot. and dreaming involves sleeping.

My days are pretty much like this,
1pm~Wake Up
2pm~Acually GET up
3pm~COFFEEE, shower ect.
4pm~Computer
5pm~Dad picks me up from my mums, and we go to the beach/camping/ect.
hang ouuuut,
then sleep arrouuuund, 2am. n_n

But when im at my dads, i accually DO stuff, because my friends live around my grandparents.

GGGGRRRR. Kso, either theres a glitch in my blog, or my computer is REALLY small, but if your on the first page (probebly still this, but i dont know when your reading this), youll notice that the little boxys are goone -->
Why have you left me, little boxys? Oh how i love my little boxys...OH!
there you are little boxys!
At the bottom, below my blog posts! What are you doing down there, silly boxys-uhh *cough cough* i wasent talking to those little info boxes. what are you talking about??

ANYWAYS, if you look at my older posts, though, there still there, just not on my front page. poor little boxys.
So, i dont know how to fix it. any ideas?

AHHH! :) Birrrthday list?

Hey guys (:
Even though my birthdays like 2 months away, i cant stop thinking about that i want! because its like, 11 days after school starts. n_n
This is my list so far. EHEHE

Birthday Present List
(In Order)

~Acrylic Paints
~Scetch Book
~Pretty Note Books
~Black Parade (MCR Album)
~3 Cheers (MCR)
~Bullets (MCR)
~Cute Chopsticks
~Bento Box
~New 25G Ipod Nano
~Make Up
~Bows, Head Bands
~Marianas Trench, Queen, MCR, Poster
~Kat Von D Saint And Sinner Perfume

So, yeahh..
XD

Me? Who am i, really? Is this who i want to be? Is this who i truely am?!

So, Im kinda using this summer to re-create myself. i hate using this term, but i need to find myself, or atleast fully understand what and who i want to be. High school is starting next year. new people, new friends, and hopefully, i wont have to stick around with some of my old ones. i have 2 friends i uh, Seeecretly hate XD . There really clingy, and emotional, and i just generally dont like spending time with her. sorry if thats a little mean.
Anyways, BAAACK ON TOPIC.
I dont understand why, but at the end of every year, i end up thinking, wow, im so retarded. why did i dress/act like that? no wonder im so un-popular. But now its not for other people, its for me.
I just dont know who i am, and who i want to be yet. >.>
Life isent about finding yourself, Life is about creating yourself- Unknown

MCDONALLLDS

im just hungrey. havent writen in a while.
nothing to say really.

HM. 

Im home.

and Very tired.

G'NIGHT!